isn't like a box of chocolates. because with a box of chocolates, you know what your going to get.. the options are there in the box.its more like a lucky dip at the fair. you really won't know what your going to get. most of its full of random crap you won't ever need wrapped up in yesterdays newspaper full of news no-body really cared about.
Think about this. What do you really want to achieve in your life? Do you want endless goals and targets with mediocre jobs that will get you ending up nowhere in life? Struggling to make ends, and getting no satisfaction? Demeaning yourself for people you don't know, care for or will most likely never see again in your life? Is it something you really want?
If you really want to see whats going on in my head or know the day to day innings of my life then ask me. Verbal communication isn't banned you know!
…since I saw your pretty face, when it caught the moonlight it was like something I’d never experienced before. It was as if nothing else was surrounding me, no guns, no fire, no bodies, no hatred, no violence, no rape, no hurt. Nothing else mattered because i was falling for you all over again, just like the first time we met. Your daisy white palms and your washed out skin, with those brown eyes that any man would swim to the depths of the ocean just to see again. The way your hair blew gently in the wind. Nothing mattered. I hope i never feel that way about you again”
To me the above is hauntingly beautiful. Just picturing it send beautiful shivers to me.
3 years ago
Whats Wrong With Friendship?
Where is it written that two people of the opposite sex can’t be friends? I mean building a friendship with a person and someone else thinking “hold on.. theres more than meets the eye here” is a bunch of shite if i’m quite honest people.
I’ll give you an example..
I recently became friends with an incredible “spethial” lad (his words) who we’ll call erm.. ‘Matt’.. for his sake. Now ‘Matt’ and myself became good friends.. nothing more.. yet ‘Matts’ girlfriend.. oo lets name her ‘Kaylee’ turned into a jelous pysco freakazoid over the fact that me and him were friends and was convinced there was more to it.
Here reasons being
1. She thought i was going to meet him when he came to my home town
2. She thought because i was on webcam to him that i was obviously doing something more then pulling retarded faces.
3. Because he texts me asking how I am due to family problems (being a general friend) he obviously wants to get into my pants
Fucking hell…
1. He was going for a few drinks.. a different scene to what he was used to.. and i was at work ¬_¬
2. My twin sister was sitting WITH me on webcam and i NEVER degrade myself on cam to ANYONE
3. That was him being a friend. Nothing more.. Nothing less
I’m no threat to any girl in all fairness. I don’t have the perfect body and I don’t hit on any guy I meet or talk to so why would I jepodise someones relationship. I know whats its like to be cheated on and I wouldn’t want it to happen to anyone else. Even a pysco like ‘Kaylee’. But oh no! Its me! of course theres more to it.
Some people need to seriously grow up and get over there insecurities. There will ALWAYS be other girls in his life, so why not one whos after nothing more then friendship compared to a girl whos after more then that? I don’t get her logic if I’m quite honest..
and i’ve seemed to have dawdelled off track but nevermind. I think my point was made
3 years ago
